sorry....again
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: watching regis and kelly
well today is just another day of this god damn heat spell. dont get me wrong, i like the heat, and so far i have a great tan, but with asthma, the humidity is hard:( i want to be outside as much as i can (mostly to make money and develop my tan even more) but it sucks when you wake up and its already hard to breathe as is. anyway the past few days ive been out all day cutting grass all over the countryside.

but now with my hot tanned legs and new shorts;) i am heading to peterborough for a few days. i havent been there in about a month, and i havent seen the apartment with furniture in it! im excited:) cause i get to see my baby:)

anyway i plan to have a great time away from kemptville! it's more boring thn i thought, especially without adam.

oh and, i went to see bryce's drama class' play last night. friggin hilarious, my brother in a musical. but some parts were really cute cause he had to dance with his gf:) she seems nice, and shes pretty....his friends really bug him about her looking like me, i can kinda of see it, but only when i straighten my hair:P anyway it was priceless. thank god for cameras:P

adios!

Sorry!
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Watching Global News-Leslie and Kevin are so hot!
Its the blue eyes...if you've ever watched the GlobalNews at 5:30...my god they are sexy!

So anyway sorry to my readers for taking so long to get a post up! Here's whats been going on since i last posted. I can't remember if it was on the 24th of april or not, but i'll talk about what has happened since the 24th:P ok so on the 27th we had our last exam. bio. and i am proud to say i survived all 7 exams! and of all my grades,bio was the lowest at 63, much better than some people im sure! and my averge wasnt too great but for first year university in a program like nursing...its pretty damn good!

so then we all went out after the bio exam, we drank and had a good time. the next couple days after that werent so great cause we all started to move out one by one:( it sucked.

so on the saturday i moved out of my rez and put all of my stuff across the street at my aunts house. then i went to adams that night and then on the sunday morning we were able to move all of our stuff into our apartment!!!!!!! it was a lot of fun! and then on the monday we both came back to kemptville....i am stuck here until september without my baby:( he went back last monday and its a really hard week. i hate it. but! there is a up side;)

hmm....i dont really know what else to write....so i will ty to keep up to date on here so i dont forget things!!!

talk to you all later! I'm bored! please ont forget about me!

today
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: beautiful woman - new bsb song!!!!
I feel like im 13 again. i got really excited the other day when i heard that the new bsb music video for 'incomplete' was going to be on aol tonight at midnight.....honestly i might just have to stay up. how silly is that! the other day i was on their site:P and it's been 12 years since the beautiful boys began to sing together....i love it! it makes me feel so old....but it doesn't matter cause they are my boys!!!!

so if anyone is looking for me tonight at midnight.....ill be on here watching MY BRIAN;)

last night was BORING. after adam left i spent the night cleaning my room and packing! it was really sad.....i took everything off of my door, which was important to me, but now its an ugly gray door again...not pink:(

and yesturday adam and i went to walmart to get some stuff to move with....i bought some pretty mums that are sitting next to my window now waiting for the sun that wont be coming out today, its gross and rainy....perfect robin weather:P

and today is a good day to stay inside and study....which i realllllllly have to do!!! i have my nursing 102 exam on tuesday at 2, its gonna be huge, 30% and the instructor is scary! im not sure how well i did on my physical assessment, so i dont know where im standing grade wise....and then on wednesday its bio....which is gonna..."rape" me as everyone else is putting it....i hope it doesnt "rape" me cause well, the teacher is a woman....but yeah different topic!

on friday night adam and i went to see "A Lot Like Love"...it is REALLLLLLLY CUTE!!! GO SEE IT!!!!!
ashton is....cute:P...right baby?

anyway i guess there wasnt much else to say....just counting down the hours until i can see my brian again online! i love adam and all, but i mean, brian is....brian;) and hes the sexiest 30 year old i have ever seen or heard;)....ahh...that voice;)....im melting....

number 50
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: let me love you- mario
That's right people! This is entry number 50! Happy anniversary to me! Anyway sorry it's been a while, i'm really busy trying to keep my sanity and a decent mark in all of my classes. Some of them I know I won't be happy with, but I haven't failed anything yet this year, so I know I can't fail any courses! I'll just have to work extra hard next year. Anyway I've got 2 exams tomorrow, my Nursing 102 physical exam, which Adam is going to be my lovely patient:P and then in the afternoon I've got my psych exam. I'm terrified of the nursing one, 30% of my grade....and it has to be done in 30 mins, complete head-to-toe (minus the private areas:P) assessment....yikes!

the weekend was awesome! the weather was amazing, adam and i had a picnic outside, and it was nice to be in the sun. it made me feel a bit better. my strep throat is worrying me, ive been on the meds for 8 days only 1 full day and a bit left...and i still have some spots, not a lot of pain though....strep loves my body andyway im sure ill have to take more meds cause it lives in me, like im a host.....

err....im supposed to be waiting for adam, he should be here by now....i hate waiting. and i have a headache.....

anyway it might be another bit before i post again, 4 big exams in the next 6 days...

love you guys!

Happy Birthday Bryce!
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: On the way down- you can figure it out
Well today is a big day in my life, my little brother, the one who used to beat me and bite me is 17. He's growing up so fast, and the weirdest part is that we actually get a long now. And 17 is a big step, I remember turning 17 and my birthday wish was to meet someone who liked me for me, I wouldn't have to act around them and unfortunately I met that person:P I'm just kidding Adam. I love you even though you tend to (if not always) drive me crazy. But I'm hoping its out of love....right?!

anyway I just wanted to wish my not-so-little brother a happy birthday!